The Notebook

Sekitar 6 bulan yang lalu,gw memasuki what they called as the final semester.Feeling gw pada saat itu??Ya belum merasa gimana2 sih,biasa aja,sama seperti semester2 lainnya.Sekarang,exam udah beres smua,gw tinggal tunggu result which i hope will turn out to be fine (amin2).

About my feeling now….baru sekitar 2 bulan terakhir gw mulai mikir..wah gw udah hampir selesai kuliah…so what’s next for me?? All my life i have been studying at school, doing my assignments, my homeworks, hanging out with my friends and then doing the exams. Then uni life came, where my daily life is also filled with assignments, hanging out with my friends plus the new idea of working part time in some workplace. So for about 21 yrs (except for the first 2 yrs of my life), I have been studying and living my life as a student in which i know that my duty is basically the duties of common students. Now at the end of my degree, I start thinking…what now??

When i graduate from elementary school i know the next step would be junior high and high school. When high school years are completed, college and uni life is the next one. Now, uni life is almost finished..if i think about it..it’s only a step away then i will get to the working life stage. It might seems simple…you finished your school, get a degree then get a job. But if u think about it, it’s not that simple…for example i always think of how prepared i am to enter the working stage.Am i wise enough?Am i mature enough to be those people with suits working from monday to friday from 9-5?In short..am i ready??

In my childhood, i always see older people as wiser and more mature people. I thought, when i grow older, i would be wiser and more mature like those people. Now that i have grown, it feels the same, i’m not that wiser or that mature. i’m just the same person with older age and different level of responsibilities towards my life and different problems. But actually i am all the same inside. Quoting from my housemate’s msn nickname "..we are all kids inside an aging body..". So will this kid be ready to face a whole new world, i don’t know and i will never know until i actually step into it. And if everyone of us are kids inside an aging body, it means that those people in suits are also kids…so if they can do it..why can’t I??why can’t we?? just say it out loud…WE DON’T KNOW WHAT LIES AHEAD OF US..BUT WE CAN DO IT!!UAHAUHAAUHA

just a note from me to all of us that are inches away from finishing our degree

-karin-

uda lama bgt ga ngepost,abis dipikir nge-blog lama2 ngapain jg..nulis2 ga jelas disini,ngomongin hari2 gw,cuma kalo lg banyak pikiran kayak gini ternyata blog ada gunanya jg yaaa….

di rumah hr jumat siang nunggu kelas sbenernya bs dipake buat banyak hal sih terutama belajar tuh,assignment masi numpuk,kuliahan masi week 5,cuma kok ya lg kesel bgt lg pgn marah,sensi berat kayak gini rasanya ga pengen bikin assignment,aduuu gawat,prasaan tu pgn ketemu ama semuanya…lengkap ga pake ada yg absen2 segala…ayo nenek2 tar malem hrs ketemu pokoknya wajib gw ga mao tau…hahahaha.Kok kayaknya maksa bgt ya,yah abis dah lama sih ga kumpul as in yg bener2 semuanya ada..kan kangennn…trs gw lg ga mao sendirian ga jelas kayak gini nih,kalo lg bete paling ga bs d sendirian,bawaannya mikirin hal yg bikin gw bete itu n akhirnya malah tambah bete…Mungkin some people out there emang lbh milih buat sendirian kalo lg bete…heyyy but it doesn’t work for meee…pokoknya tar nenek2 mesti pd ada….call me ya ibu2:)

Hiksss,cukup sedih nih malem minggu ga kmana2..heheheheh,tp bingung jg sih mao kmana.Lagian exam is coming pretty soon,rite guys??heueeueheehu.So ni malem spending time at home bertu du dung ria (read:ber-msn ria) sambil belajar lg..hehehehe.Tp seneng sih hr ini acara belajar2nya berjalan cukup ok,ga ada distraction yg bener2 significant,paling cuma ngobrol dikit..heueheueheu.

Aduu,td liat di KFC Cofil lg ada vacancy..pgn bgt,ah kalo ga bsk pagi ato ga senen pagi mesti gw telfon kali ya,biar job vacancy-nya msh available:).I hope i’ll get the job coz i really need a more appreciative job atm…so pray for me jg ya guys:)

OMG..It’s week 11 guys!!!
Masih 2 assignments 2 go,then comes the exam
Skr tgl 15,meaning exam pertama gw sebulan dr skr
WHOAAAAA..exam mode is on from now niii
What about u guys???Ready for da exam??
I hope everyone will do great in their exam and we’ll all pass with flying colours..amin:)

Jam brp gw mao tidur ni??Haduuu,maksut gw mao compile-in group report buyer behaviour tu in the assumption that everyone had done their work properly,so what i have to do is just copy paste and compile an appropriate report while adjusting the format of every single part of it so they look like a proper organisation report…

Turned out..every part is not exactly in their final form,quotations are unbelievable,some sentences are out of context,and the worst is there’s one part that i don’t even understand..how can i actually fixed it if I don’t even understand it…Yg bikin lbh parah lg,ni part yg paling parah tu baru dikirim ni pagi ama group mate gw…huhauahau,itu jg krn semalem sblmnya gw agak2 heran dia kok ga email2 bagiannya sementara yg laen udh emailin partnya masing n ni anak jg ga online,abis gt gw sms,dia bilang sorry lah (as in gw yg butuh gt lho..sadar mbak..u also need the mark and the report can’t be finished without ur part) trs dia bilang br mao kirim partnya ni pagi…OMG!!!Bsk hrs dikumpulin and u send me ur part this morning..honestly..r u expecting me to compile this report this late at nite???and evenmore i have to fixed some parts..particularly ur part which i really really can’t understand..OMG!!!Gw jd esmosi bgt ni..huhuhuhuh

Sorry guys,ngomongnya jd marah2 bgt gini,abis gw lg in the stage of physically and mentally exhausted..unbelievablee…ampuunn

Huuuuu..kayaknya gw hrs tarik nafas panjang ni,siap2 begadang ampe subuh kali ni

Huhuhuhuh..enjoy ur sleep d guys while i’m gonna stay awake feeling gondok abisss;’(

Huaaa,today gw hrs back to my real life ni..Uni life yg getting hectic as days go by..heuheueheuehe.Everyday is assignment day and every second leads closer to the exam..hauhauaau maap kalo bhs gw agak2 ga nahan..hehehhe

Tp last nite,John Legend rocks!!!!Eventhough concertnya keitung short bgt tp gw ttp ngerasa kalo he is such a legend..once again John Legend really rocks:).I still wished he had sung Number One ama Stay With You….kalo aja dia nyanyi 2 lagu ini mungkin concert yg short itu ga bakal terlalu bikin gemes (in a pathetic way)..hauahuahauaah

Bsk hr kamis meaning kerja seharian 11-7…huaaa kerjanya sih bsk tp kok udh kebayang capeknya dr skr yah..hauahauah…Waaa bsk mao cobain menu baru di Seng Hing..ahahah kok gw sounds excited bgt ya nyobain menu baru di Seng Hing doank..hhahaha,ni Astrid sih ngomongin makanan mulu..kan jd kebayang..dasar ibu kutu yg satu itu..hehehehehehe

Adelaaaaa td lo jd wandering around di city ga??Ato tar aja kita wandering around-nya pas hr jumat..hauahauhauahauhauah.Eh gmn ni ya CK Summer 100 ml $59 murah ga sih guys???Gw kok jd kebayang pengen bgt ya..hahahahahahah

Abis liat Dela bikin blog ni,jd kepengen jg bikin blog..heheheh kok kayak abg ya gw ngikut2 temen gini…heheheh ga sih,sbenernya lg bosen maen2 internet ga jelas,so gw ikutan lo del bikin post di blog gw..hehheeh

Bukan krn ga ada kerjaan sih,sbenernya assignment msh blm kelar n a lot of catch up to do..cuma blm bs mulei kalo blm procrastinating di msn n maen2 internet ga jelas,…hahhahaa:p

Aaah ya suw,skr hrs bener2 mulei assignment lg ni,apalagi td siang di library bikin assignmentnya kurang efektif gara2 keasikan ngobrol n makan2 ga jelas..hahahahahahha

-karin,08/05/05-